coming to an end. It was my toughest year so far and I have to admit, in January I would have never thought that it might even be positive ... maybe just this: in January, my life made no sense. I've let me down completely, not eaten, just smoked, drank coffee and lunch started with wine. My illness was then eventually even the icing on the cake ..... I'm totally lost, looked terrible, just got frozen and if I had to drive a car, it would not have even bothered! In short, I saw no point in everything! This has then changed. With my stay in Nice, a beautiful city that I've learned to love fast! Unfortunately, circumstances did not vote, people were mostly total spiesig and psycho standard way, but as the saying goes, what does not kill as cure! And just as I thought. I felt the noch schlimmer als vorher, auf eine andere Art und Weise. Ich nahm innerhalb von ein paar Wochen rapide zu, ohne es beeinflussen zu können! Ich begann, meine innere Unruhe am Radfahren auszulassen. Immer wenn es ging, bin ich auf den Drahtesel gestiegen. Dass das mal eine Leidenschaft werden würde, hab ich da noch nicht gewusst! Die Zeit war sehr hart und ich musste viel mitmachen. Doch es hatte auch Gutes an sich: Ich habe eine tolle Frau kennengelernt und wir haben uns gegenseitig hochgezogen wenns uns mies ging und als sie mich im September in Deutschland besucht hat, war ich so froh sie zu sehen. Als ich im Juli wiederkam, war nichts mehr wie früher. Das wurde mir dann erst richtig bewusst. Ich habe IHN sehr vermisst, es tat wahnsinnig weh, zu wissen that he is happy and not me. But I did not give up. I struggled, fought against my weight against my grief and trying to distract me with what I liked: the bike. The highlight of 2010: to pick up my new bike in August! From then on, biking has become my passion. My second highlight was the commitment to the university. So passed the following weeks searching only with apartment preparing to drive into town and visit WGs etc etc. ... and the end of September it was about time. I moved to my brother for 4 weeks - temporarily - which I liked very beginning! I noticed, however, that I longed for peace, for my own empire and that was finally released in late October so far that I mean was allowed to move into their own cute apartment! Since I live here, enjoy the rest, it got me nice and I learn mostly on. I wonder if I would ever find time for a relationship? I spend most of the time to learn or train with. Or boring?
Well, now is the year around and I am full of hope and joy into the new year, because I think it can ONLY BETTER be at the things I've ever seen!
thanks to my family that she was ALWAYS there for me and, thanks to my friends that they have to endure my sufferings with flying colors, I have always rebuilt and there were always there for me!
THANK YOU ALL!
In diesem Sinne: Ein gesundes, tolles neues Jahr 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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